I want affection and tenderness desperately, but there's something in me that prevents me from handing it out.

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Despite these successes her brilliant career was fading. She had three gigs at this point; in addition to the show Ethel Waters starred in a national radio program and continued to work in nightclubs. I never was cuddled or liked or understood by my family.

Waters was the second African American after Hattie McDaniel to be nominated for an Academy Award. She frequently performed jazz big band and pop music on the Broadway stage and in concerts although Ethel Waters began her career in the 1920s singing blues.