It's hard if you start believing that you should be really that perfect fantasy ideal, that people start believing because of all of the retouching. You can delve into that fantasy world and play with it, but when you walk away, that's not you.

I'm only 20 for God's sakes. In February 2005 Ward appeared in no less than 20 New York runways for designers that included Vera Wang Oscar de la Renta and Klein and was rumored to earn about $20000 per show. In September 2005 Ward secured a coveted place on the inaugural cover of Vogue China posing between Chinese models Du Juan and Wang Wenqin and was shot by leading photographer Patrick Demarchelier.