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I have always wanted to be Submissive, and be blindfolded and spanked which i don't know is normal for someone who is 15
I got married and found out I married a sissy male, so I decided he will become my sissy girlfriend. Without his knowledge I have been feeding him female hormones and getting him to dress like me in the bedroom.
I've recently been having lots of fantasies about a man completely dominating me. I'd want him to throw me on the bed and having him start kissing me from head to toe, and tease my butthole. Still lying on my back, I'd like it if he penetrated me while laying on top of me.
From there, it would feel awesome if he would jizz inside me and still continue pumping my butt out. :P
#gay #sex #fantasies #submissive
I'm a guy who admits to be turned on by being submissive to girls. I recently can't seem to get over the thought of being completely dominated by a girl by being told to have sex with her, without a condom while knowing in advance that she has an std. Or by being told to have sex with a girl and it's guaranteed to trick her into getting pregnant. Not sure why but I think of it all the time.
I'm not female, but I am clearly far too Feminine to be a man! I actively reject sexual contact with women, altogether, because I hate being like a man in any way at all! Absolutely every stitch of my clothing is for women! I prefer to be a cocksucker, as a woman! I'll always be a cocksucker; I'd rather eat sperm from a man's dick - instead of fucking pussy! I've actually perverted what was sexual desire for women into seeing them only as role-models. I actually have NO sexual attraction for women; I'm Queer! I want to be so enslaved to cock, I'll have no idea how anyone would want anything else! I often find myself repeating important mantras, like: "I always wear only women's clothes!", "I'm too Feminine to be a man!", and "I'm a cocksucking Pussy!", which makes me proud I've given myself to Goddess Femininity as Her willing slave! I'm absolutely sure I've made the best, and wisest possible choice for my lifestyle! I have actually begged men to give me permission to suck their dicks! By degrading myself, I demonstrate that I am Submissive by nature. Men should always treat me as an inferior, because I AM. I love being overpowered by my own Weakness; I'm unable to resist becoming ever more Feminine, because I love the deliciousness of being a Pussy for men! I love being told what to do. I'd rather have Alpha-males rule over me; I'm too Soft and Weak to have any hope of resisting them. It's much better to surrender completely to men, hoping they won't beat me up for being such an obviously Effeminate, cocksucking, faggot (in their eyes). I love being viewed as inferior to men and women - even children! The lack of respect for my intelligence, my talents, and my human dignity is degradingly, and deliciously obvious! I'm so Feminine, Weak, and helpless, I need a man to protect me. The only way to have that, is to give myself to men as their slave. Dependency on Master for everything will give him absolute power over me; power that makes me helpless to prevent any punishment he decides I deserve. Naturally, I'll do everything in my very limited power to please Master... I really am afraid of pain! I'm a coward (more reason I need a real man to protect me), and I don't want Master to punish me. I need to be as Feminine as possible! If Master expects me to sit at his feet - anywhere and everywhere - I will Obey him as hard as I can. If Master takes pleasure humiliating me in public, I'll try to be worthy of it. It gives me pleasure to give others pleasure, and I need to be Master's slave every second of every day, permanently! I'll enjoy the greatest freedom I could ever hope for - open Femininity, only Femininity, permanent Femininity! The more deeply enslaved to Master's cock I am, the more freedom I have to be the Pussy I long to be! I must be incapable of being a man. I hope Master castrates me, and takes the scrotum, too! Impotence makes me worthy of public humiliation; being 'just a Pussy'...
I'm too Feminine to be a man, already! While I look more Feminine than ever (something I'm proud of), I am a Feminine person, through and through. I've been inherently Feminine from my earliest recollections. My mother noticed my natural Weakness, and treated me as an inferior from the very beginning, so that I could never overcome the programming as long as I lived. I'll always be my mother's greatest victim, even though she died in 2000. I'm grateful that I can't run my own life; Mom made sure I'd never be a boy, and forced me to be as dependent on her as possible - to maintain maximum control over me. My mom knew I'd have to become a homosexual if I wanted to live as an adult when she inflicted her cruelty upon me, and taught me to love being humiliated for my Femininity! I love knowing I'm inferior; Mom taught me my life's purpose by humiliating me openly, publicly, and at every opportunity she could find. She took great pleasure in my suffering. She knew how deeply it would harm me, and increased her cruelty - so I'd be permanently damaged as a male-person. I know she loved me; she did what she had to do to make me happy! I'm so thankful, and grateful to my mother! She knew I was a woman before I did, and I knew I was a girl when I was five years old! I'm proud I'm too Weak to prevent people from forcing their will on me; I'm too Feminine to be a man! I need to get very skinny, so I'll become very, very, Weak! The weaker I become, the easier it is for people to intimidate me; dominating me because I'm obviously too Weak to defend myself. It's the perfect motivator for me to be as Submissive and Obedient as I can be! I love the idea of having no other choice except to surrender to other people! I want to be so Weak, I'm completely dependent on a man to control my whole life - for me! I want to call Master, "Master" in front of everyone! I love referring to Master as "Master"! I love to Obey Master! I need to Obey Master! I need to be so skinny and Weak, Master knows I'm totally helpless and harmless! I'm too Feminine to be a man!
I'm so wet right now and I want to make a confession. I really want to find a daddy dom who would like to fuck me. I know I'm not pretty or anything but I'm still a virgin and daddy dom will be king to my slutty holes. He owns all 3 holes my mouth my pussy and my asshole. He can fill them up with his cum and I will put in an anal plug and vibrator and lock all the cum when I go to school so I can get bred. You know when I find daddy dom he could anything to me. Whatever he wants with me I will see that as my primary task and do it willingly. He will decide what to wear to school and who I can talk to at school. He can fuck me every day or I will beg him to do so. There has to be something in my holes or I will horny all day and can't focus on anything other than thinking about daddy's thick hard cock. Actually I want to beg him. Sir will tease my pussy till I just can't take it anymore and my clit throbs so hard watering all over the sheet. I need to cum I will say but he wouldn't let me. It's the third day and I'm still not allowed to come. He wouldn't let me even I beg him so much. I even open my legs to the widest extent so he can see my fucking horny holes hoping he will pity this cum slut and allow me to cum.
My sole purpose is to please my daddy. He's Sir. He's King. He's the owner of my body my life and my soul. So I beg you please post this so I can find my daddy.
#bdsm #submissive #ddlg
I want to be tied up and fucked real good.. with a gag and maybe a blind fold. And while I'm getting fucking I want to be hit with a paddle, a flogger and his hand. I want him to eat my ass and finger fuck me while doing so.. I want to be his complete submissive. Do whatever for him.. but he won't even give me rules or a collar. I want to be marked as his. Forever. My master and me the slave. Ughhh please.
I am one of the big wigs in one of the most recognized white supremist/nazi organizations in America. But I am a gay submissive who is attracted to huge dick blacks. This has been going on for years . A couple times a month I watch my wife with three blacks whilst I perform oral sex on a couple. Then about once a month (I keep this from wife) I go to a motel room where 10 blacks gangbang me analy and orally. And they do it quite rough. That is part of the deal. For many years I have enjoyed being dominated by groups of black men. Long before I was part of this organization. Way back in my teens.
Am a woman 26 yrs and I had little experience when it comes to sex. I met a dominant lesbian online once and she was younger than me, when we arranged to meet I was reluctant in having sex with her because we had only agreed to drinks. She introduced me to spanking and bondage. Ever since the incident I have gone back to her more times than I can count. She didn't blackmail me or anything it's just the best sex I have ever had and I didn't even consider myself bi-sexual. I still have sex with man but the most important thing they always should know is that am submissive and like to be spanked and bound.
I'm a girl and I have a fetish for dressing up like a little girl and being fucked by an older man. I've always looked younger than I actually am and I really love the cute Japanese style (like Hello kitty, Totoro, Pokemon etc). I'd love to dress in all pastel pink and put a pacifier in my mouth and be a helpless little girl being raped by an older man.
Me and my boyfriend use to roleplay this alot. I'm a little girl who is lost in the dark, creepy streets. Then a man (my boyfriend) approaches me to come to his home, where its warm and safe. So we lay in bed and my boyfriend grabs my arms, pulls my hair, spits on me, bites my neck and fucks my roughly while I try to fight back and run away.
#daddy #rape #bdsm #roleplay #dom #dominant #sub #submissive
My actual business is in photography. I take portraits. I often take portraits of girls for their single doting mums. Some of these are well-to-do people, sometimes they are not. I am still a fit good looking guy, despite being in my mid-forties, and sometimes the mothers try to bargain with me by offering extras not on my price list. If they are good looking I’ll often agree. I’m a horny guy and if I can get my big cock into a nice pussy, I love it.
One woman I met a few years back. She was a stunning 35 year old blonde with big tits and a hot ass. She came to see me so I could take photos of her with her three daughters. She’s recently divorced and is struggling to keep up all her payments after her husband left her. She’s called Silvana and she’s a Slovak by blood but born in the UK. The photos I took of her and her family were nice, but Silvana couldn’t pay me for all of the prints straight away so I negotiated in my normal manner, suggesting she might be able to help me out. “You wouldn’t be thinking of something sexual, would you?” she asked coyly and when I waved my hand dubiously, she understood immediately and volunteered to suck my cock. Of course she didn’t know at the time that my ten inch coke can wide boner was going to slap her in the face. Silvana sucked a mean cock. Even with her smallish mouth she was able to get her lips around my bell end and take my girth down her hot throat. I let her suckle me for a good fifteen minutes before unleashing a fountain of jizz down her mouth. At this point, she thought the liaison was over, but I reached down and reached inside her blouse and felt her globe like boobs. She started to pull away, but I squeezed hard on her tits and pulled her to me, pulling her upright so I was able to kiss her. She tried to fight it, but then, as my rejuvenated cock bounced on her belly, she relented and let our tongues get twisted. I undressed her. She has a great figure, with a hot ass and big 36DD tits with fat juicy nipples. I laid her down on the couch in the photo studio – all photographers have a leather couch, it’s like an identity accessory – and spread her legs. Her cunt was glistening and I was pleased to see she only had a thin wispy line of blonde curls above her clitty. After licking that wet slit, inserting three fingers and stroking her button, I was ready for a hot fuck. Silvana didn’t disappoint and I was into that furrow like a beast. She rode me good and I came again deep in her pussy.
After this occasion, I couldn’t keep Silvana away. Silvana has a little part time job at the local college Monday to Thursday. She’d pop around at lunchtimes and then again after work and I’d ream that pussy for all I was worth. It wasn’t long before she asked if I could take some more photos of the girls. I said it’d be fine and offered to do them for free. Silvana had a surprise for me. She wanted me to photograph her whole family in the nude. She explained they were naturists and that nudity was very easy for the girls. Everyone was often nude at home if there were no visitors. Her two older daughters were both real sexy stunners. Bathsheba is 15 and she’s pretty with a nice roundish face and little freckles which match her blonde hair. She already had substantial tits and a womanly figure. I remember thinking so when I did the portraits. The middle sister is Jeanie. Jeanie was 13 and had just started to develop tits the last time I saw her. When she came for this special photo session, I was stunned at the difference a few months can make to a girl. She was gorgeous, with long blonde hair tied in a tail and a firm young body, her boobs pressing against the material of her jumper; she pushed them out, making them look bigger than they probably were. Lastly was the baby of the trio Poppy who was only ten, but had the cheekiest grin on her and a great attitude. She talked all the time and the girls often used to tell her to shut up. Like kids of that age she was curious of everything, my camera equipment, the couch, the décor on the walls, the bathroom. She would carelessly squat down with her legs apart, her dress riding up so I could see the baby camel toe on her tiny pussy.
You may remember I confessed before that I have a penchant for young girls and have been as far afield as Thailand and Cuba to get my fix, so the idea of a whole family of blonde stunners and three of them being underage didn’t bother me one iota, in fact it turned me on so much that when they all started to strip off for my camera, I asked if I could strip too, so we were all at ease. Silvana readily agreed and I peeled off my shirt, showing my muscles and then took off my trousers – I don’t wear unders, with my huge cock it’s too constricting – and watched as the girls’ eyes grew big like ice blue saucers as my shaved lob on sprung out. I was very good over the photos, but the girls kept looking at my meat. Poppy couldn’t resist touching it, inquisitive girl that she is, and my half-boner jerked to life. “Look, mummy, it’s alive!” We all laughed and now the barriers were down, whenever I approached to rearrange them, a leg here, an arm there, the girls were starting to frisk my goodies. Silvana didn’t stop them. I sort of appealed to her for permission and she said “It’s better for a girl to lose her cherry to a man who knows what to do with his cock than with a stupid school boy. So go on, don’t be shy.” As if I fucking would !
I started by stroking Bathsheba’s big tits. They were soft and round and like her mum, she had copious nipples on them. I brought one up to my teeth and sucked it, gently biting the tip. She spasmed with excitement and grabbed at my cock, yanking it hard. I grunted and felt for her love box and was surprised to find it soaking wet with pussy juice. Three fingers slid in easy. I was frigging the bitch as she pulled on my dick. I then spread her naked pussy and entered her in one smooth stroke. She cried with the intensity of a huge fuck stick slamming at her cunt, breaking her woman’s cap and making her bleed. It was impossible to stop myself. Covered in fuck juice, sweat and blood, my cock fucked her as if it was running 100 metres. Fast and fucking furious. I could hear Silvana saying “Take it, my love, feel his cock. You’ll love it. Feel his cock.” She couldn’t help it, the little bitch, and soon she was responding and grabbing me close until after about five minutes of chaotic rutting, during which we slipped over the floor and bashed against the famous leather couch, I exploded like an atom bomb and filled her brim full with white juice.
I rolled off and Silvana dutifully went to lick my smeary cock. This had the dual effect of cleaning me up and keeping me horny for Jeanie. Now Jeanie’s tits and ass were superb for a young girl. She had beautifully shaped boobs and hard brown nips which stuck out like tiny thumbs from her chest. Her ass was like a little peach. Her pussy tho’ wasn’t shaved like Bathsheba’s and had a large sprout of golden hair surrounding the lips. But she was more than willing to follow her mum’s lead and suck me, so I didn’t have to carpet munch that tender hole. Her sucking, which was more like lapping, got me so horny I thought my cock was at least an inch bigger by the time I spread her legs and positioned myself. This was bliss. Jeanie had already busted her hymen at some point as there was no restriction when I took her cunt to heaven. She moaned appreciatively as my monster weapon speared her baby pussy. I lifted her up to ride me, and I sat on the couch and she loved this, spreading her legs so wide so I had access deeper and deeper into the recesses of her cunt. At one point Silvana instructed her other daughter’s to take a leg each and pull her so she was splayed at 180degrees and my cock was buried ten inches deep in that dirty little slut hole. Finally, I lay her back and her legs encircled me and I sprouted like a king inside her princess pussy. Once again Silvana licked me clean. There wasn’t time for more as I had another client coming and I had to tidy up – in fact I eventually had to delay them by half an hour to air the room as it smelt of sex and sweat.
Having taken those two beauties, they then started to come around to my place independently of their mum. They told me they’d turned into rampant little sluts and now had reputations at school as the fuck queens. I loved that and the girls would tell me – and show me – how naughty they’d been at school before I piled into their tight slits. When the taste takes me, I fuck Bathsheba and Jeanie with their mum and these trio’s excite me. I was disappointed not to have fucked little Poppy’s poppy but one week in the summer I was asked over for a summer party. I thought it was just a BBQ, but it was a party for Poppy’s birthday and there were lots of hot mums with kids and a few daDs, who acted jealous of me as I was fawned over by Silvana and a few babes. When Bathsheba put her arms around me and sat on my lap, I could see their envious glances. Jeanie was even more blatant, joining the girls in the paddle pool, pissing about and making herself all wet so any man could see she was nipply and horny. Now she’d started to shave her pubes, her clit stuck out from her pussy like a rocket and the outline was visible against the gusset of her bikini bottoms. She was flirting with me and another dad, Jim, who I later learnt she was also now fucking on a regular basis (Jim’s wife knew nothing of this and she stood there oblivious). Apparently his cock was even bigger than mine.
Anyway, Poppy had really started to blossom. I had seen some bikini shots Silvana took on holiday and had used them as wank fodder for weeks. Now I saw her in the flesh (of course I had already, but I mean for a second time) I was struck by how her tiny tits stuck out and the outline of her nipples were so clear. She was teasing me as I watched, rubbing her tits and bending over so the cleft of her panties slipped up her ass crack. Later they slipped into her cunny and she hooked in her fingers and pulled them loose as if it was the most natural thing. My cock was rock hard. I was desperate for everyone else to piss off so I could get seriously nude with these girls. I was so excited with all the young flesh – including some of the mums and their own sexy teenage or preteen girls – that Silvana had to take me aside to the toilet and blow me to keep me in check !
Eventually everyone did leave and the five of us settled into the pool completely stripped and played with the water and each other. Poppy was looking beautiful with her small boobs prominent on her chest, teeny tiny nipples poking. Below she had a puffy pussy, its slit always seeming to be half an inch open. Silvana said her sisters were training her. “What for?” I asked. “Your cock,” was the reply from all four women, as if I was a dunce. It was then that Silvana told me Poppy would soon be mine – that night!
It was a special evening. We went for a pizza – Poppy’s favorite – and then I bought some wine, which we all drank a little off, even the girls, as we watched porn on the TV relaxing naked. I couldn’t relax. My hard on was being played with constantly by the girls, but I had to wait until midnight to be with poppy because at midnight she became 11 years old and Silvana thought 11 was a good age to lose it, as she’d also lost it at 11 and to a much, much older man – her sixty year old uncle. Like mother like daughter. At the stroke of midnight the sisters all started laughing. Suddenly Poppy got nervous and it was all the girls could do to calm her. They played with her boobs and kissed her, fingering her open slit and lapping at it with their tongues. They also paid attention to me. Bathsheba was able to deep throat me now and I jerked as her head descended on my cock and buried itself in the throat. Dear god what a mouth. Finally Poppy’s little body was ready. Her cunny was glistening and her body looked a delightful golden glow. The girls spread her legs and I reached down to her pussy and gently stroked her until her pussy juices flowed again, at which point I removed my two fat fingers and inserted the massive bell end of my cock next to her open cunt lips. It was a tight fit. I had to ease my fuck stick in inch by inch. Twice I had to withdraw, accept a fresh licking from the girls, while Silvana and I lubed and frigged up her youngest daughter. On the third attempt it was as if some magic love potion had kicked in and Poppy relaxed her cunt muscles and I entered her sheer sheath, going six inches deep and splitting that slit apart. She gasped with the shock. I pulled out until only my bell was inserted and then drove in, going an inch deeper. “Mummy, it hurts.” “Don’t cry, baby, remember you said you wanted this.” With Silvana and Bathsheba holding her hands and Jeanie manipulating my cock slowly in and out – preventing me from taking over, but also preventing Poppy from harm – I was able to fuck her for a good ten minutes, slowly and forcefully but only seven inches deep. When I came it was like an explosion in that tight space and she seeped all over the carpet. “It’ll be all right, darling,” said Silvana, “We’ll try another time. You see, it’ll get better.”
And it has.
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#sex #threesomes #moresomes #oral #mothers #young #preteen #abuse #addiction #greed #lust #obsession #shamelessness #submissive #blonde #teen #shaved #cum #bareback
i get aroused exposing myself during everyday situations. now it is winter and i have no chance to give in to my demons, but i enjoy exposing myself. for example, i wear loose halter tops with no bra and go to the mall near my house (Lakeforest) and on purpose bend down to check out items on bottom shelf knowing my breasts are exposed. i also go to thrift stores and expose myself the similar way with the volunteer staff there, letting them get downblouse look at me. i recently moved here (dc area) and get aroused easily because no one knows me here, so i am more likely to "allow" downblouse views. i know my personality, and know this will advance to no panties upskirt views because i cannot stop the thrill of being exposed! i want to be exposed, secretly!
#downblouse #fetish #exposure #submissive #dirty #asian
I'm a 60 yr old man, divorced and really have lost desires trying to find another woman for a relationship I guess I don't have "what it takes".
I guess with my low self esteem, I've began doing things I never thought I'd do. I seek out straight but curious men who get off on having another man give them blowjobs and willingly suck their cocks.
I like men over 50 and I go to their hotel rooms, I've visited truckers in their sleepers, I've met men in parking lots and sucked them in my back seat. Invited them to my house and aucked them in my shower,in my bed, on my sofa.
If they ask to pee on me I let them, of they ask me to kiss or lick their ass I do it and I eagerly eat their cum.
I can't explain it but its humiliating and satisfying as well. I'd rather suck a cock than have pussy. I'm pathetic right?
#oral #submissive #eager #hungry
I'm the typical good girl, I dint drink, smoke, do any kind of drugs, made good grades, and am waiting till marriage for sex.
Little does everyone know that my fiance and I have had sex multiple times, the funny part is everyone makes jokes about how I'm so innocent and just a little Christian girl who will always be like "any way other than missionary is wrong and of the devil!"
When in actuallity I'm a total submissive, and my fiance is a Dom
He is my Alpha and I his Luna
We even plan on having me a collar made(whatever he wishes I wear) and he says once we are married(no one at all knows we have sex) I will never be leaving the house without marks on my neck showing I am his and he wants to get me a vibrator with a remote for Christmas and make us go on dates with me in a. dress and thong and see how well I can walk and just the thought of it has me dripping
I love when he is rough and pulls my hair and spanks me
When he bites my nipples till I can't stop squirming and then makes my boobs be covered in purple and red with hickeys
When we are watching tv and out of nowhere he sticks his hand down my pants and starts fingering me and playing with my clot till he has to. over my mouth so my parents won't hear(we aren't moving in together till the wedding)
I can't wait for him to tie my up and the bed and torture me for hours then put a vibrator in me on high and go to the store or to get dinner and leave me there(one of his favorite fantasies) and can't wait to get spanked and then have punishment sex when I forget to be waiting naked for him at the door when he comes home from work if I get home first or when I don't strip all the way down before going to bed
And can't wait for me to be in the shower and he comes in while I'm washing my hair so I can't see him and he just sticks his nice hard cocky inside my needy pussy, forcing me to bend over and up against the wall and sucking on my nipples or neck
God I need his cocky inside me right now, but I'm supposed to be sleeping, maybe I'll get in trouble 😉
When I was 16 I became friends with my mentor while I was in a boys home. My mentor was a 31 yo black male. He would take me off campus and to his house, buy me food and take me to church. One day after leaving the on campus gym where we'd been playing basketball one on one he directed me to an empty classroom. I knew what he wanted and confirmed this when he pulled me close and I could feel his cock semi-hard. Eager to please I immediately dropped to my knees and started sucking his huge cock. He sat on a desk and touched my little dick for a second while I pleased him. He came in my mouth which I didn't like too much so I spit it on his shorts. Fast forward 15 years later I have fathered five kids, been married once and am in a monogamous heterosexual relationship. Recently over the course of maybe five years I've become complacent with my sex life, simply because I have done everything i want, from two women, anal sex you name it I've done it. I started having bi sexual feelings and started to want to act on these feelings. I would get very horny and tease guys, play with my significant others toys, wear thongs and thoroughly enjoy it. My now spouse knows all my fetishes, she allows me to wear her panties, knows I like male on male action as well as transexuals. There is something about a trans that I like, smooth body, nice asses, and that surprise between their legs. I would never penetrate a man but have discussed with my spouse about a threesome with a man we like and both of us pleasing the man. We talked about it for a year or so, she even bought a strap-on that we tried, it was way too big. But she would let me suck it and try her best to pleasure me. Recently I found a gentleman I was comfortable with talking to and showing my body via pics and of course he was instantly ready to participate in a freaky night of male on male sex. I went one night and flaked as I got to his apt. The next night my spouse basically forced me to go, saying I'll never know if I'm going to like or what I'm missing if I don't go, so I forced myself. I shave my privates like a woman, smooth, nice ass and dressed in a black thong. This time I wasn't so into it. He'd been jerking with some kind of lube and his cock tasted terrible. Him asking me to undress humiliated me, even tho that is one of my favorite things because I know I have a nice body, my ass being the nicest assets I have. He wanted me to lay on his couch outside in my panties while he sat in between my legs, tugging on my cock. He was definitely enjoying himself and I was nervous, almost sickened at what I was doing. I came rather quickly and wanted to dress immediately. After I dressed he asked me to sit in the living room with him and talk so I did. I like the thought of being objectified. I like making someone's cock hard. I like touching cock and being submissive. I'm nervous about my wife feeling I'm taking things a bit too far but I need her to be involved. She says she doesn't mind, but I'm worried she won't really be turned on. I need her to tell me that it's ok to get on my knees, I need her to be supportive of me wanting to be treated like a woman from time to time. We have agreed next time she will be there. And we will both be used. I wouldn't mind coming out as bi-sexual, but I don't want to tarnish our names and embarrass her. I have often thought I'd we don't work out I will definitely be on the look out for a woman that likes the same things I do and just be real from day one, like hey I like to wear panties and sucking cock turns me on. If she doesn't want that I'll move on to the next.
When I was 22, my girlfriend at the time who I'd been dating for 2 years and I got into a bad argument that turned physical (she hit me in the face with a flip flop and I slapped her in the mouth.)
I worked the graveyard shift at a Subway sandwich shop located inside a convenient store at the time. The same day of our altercation, while I was at work, there wasn't much going on when this guy walked in through the back door claiming he accidentally hit some car (it was my car he was describing) so we both walked out the back door.
We go around the back where 4 guys approach me and I immediately recognize one of them. He is the brother of my girlfriend. My stomach immediately felt knotted as he walked up and backhanded me before shoving me against the wall.
I started shaking uncontrollably and my heart felt like it was going to beat out of my chest. He said "you fucked with the wrong sister, bitch." Then he repeatedly open handed slapped me and called me a bitch after every smack." I didn't resist or try to fight back because I knew I would just get hurt worse and didn't stand a chance.
I suddenly felt this strange warmth throughout my body as I started to squirm while he kept me pinned up against the wall and began choking me. I peed myself a little then seconds after, I let out a big moan as I ejaculated in my pants. He said "what the fuck" and shoved me to the ground. His friends walked away and I just laid there paralyzed with embarrassment, confusion and hopelessness. He hit me in the back of the head, calling me a "nasty ass punk faggot" before leaving with his friends.
8 years later and I still have never had a more powerful orgasm as that one.
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