Starve Confessions

I tried to kill my cat several times now.
Tried to run her over.
Tried to drown her.
Tried to starve her.
Nothing's working, I don't understand that.

Now a friend of mine told me that it's reprehensible to torture an animal like that but I don't agree with him. It's just an animal, not a human being.
But it kept me thinking, is my behavior bad?
I don't think so..

#cat   #die   #murder   #drown   #starve   #morally   #confess  

i starve myself because i don’t feel worth food

#starve   #food   #worthy   #confession   #secret   #unhealthy  

I'm so lonely, I really want someone to play with my hair. I'm so thirsty, I want to go down on a cute girl or femboy or trans. Aslong as while I'm going down my hair is played with.

#lonely   #horny   #blowjob   #eatingout   #touch   #starved