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So lately I’ve been not able to breathe properly. Dizzy just like I’m going to faint. Went to a and e. So scared. Turns out panic attacks. 6 hours and its panic attacks!!!
My husband was the happiest man in the world as his new porsche arrived. He cared for it, he cleaned and polished it every day. It was his treasure. He didn't allow anyone to touch it expect he was present. Then, some night someone broke into our house and stole his car. You can believe how sad he was, he cried like a baby for hours.
We went to the police but they said they couldn't do much about it but they would "keep looking".
A week later they called us and told us that the car was found. Burned out and destroyed, around 100 miles away from our home in the woods.
I have to confess... It was me! I destroyed the car because I couldn't stand my husband anymore. He just cared for the car and for nothing else. Now it's gone and I am happy.
My girlfriend broke up with me. I am 25 years old and I was in love. I just cannot fathom why she left me.
She left me without a real explanation, just said that she wasn't into me any more and that we doesn't want to see or talk to me any longer.
I tried calling her, but she blocked my phone and blocked me on all social media. Her friends also did that.
I know that she likes this one coffee place near her work that she visits frequently.
I confess that I've gone to this place every day in hopes of seeing her and talking to her to find out why she left me.
#girlfriend #breakup #love #sad #devastated #coffee #confession
The online relationship started a long time ago. It involved abuse and manipulation, it was so bad that i didn't realize until it was too late. There was nothing i wouldn't have done, it left me empty and completely dependent on him. He left me, all i ever asked for was my love to be returned and to be given the affection any girlfriend would receive. When he left i wrote a suicide note and decided to end my life.
I don't know where i would be had it not been for an amazing guy we will call william. He scooped me up, loved me, and treated me in a way i never felt before. I was happy and trying so hard to forget the guy i met online.
When he came back into my life, i felt as vulnerable as the time i was with him. Though i never cheated on william, i began to hate him for not being my first love. Again, i became dependent and desperate to be with the other guy. William and me ended things, he could see right through me and had enough. I tried to be with my first love and was sure things would work out this time.
He lied to me about everything. He was with someone else. I found out and again i was broken. The whole time he was with her, it didn't matter if i was happy, he needed me to be broken and dependent on him.
He had someone who he said he was in love with and was happy. He said i was a mistake and he just wanted me to be with someone else. Never mind that when he was harassing me i was with someone else and trying to be happy. ( he knew that)
So here i am again, living a hell i deserve for hurting a good man. Every night i think about killing myself. Never let anyone take away your free will, even if they say they love you. All this taught me is what a horrible person i am. The online guy out living his happy life (with her at his side), and all i can think is me being in this state is what i deserve.
One final gift.
My health is terrible. I’m eating things I normally wouldn’t. Pushing my body to breaking point. All for love.
I failed. So I’m trying to do some kind deeds for my loved ones I failed. I don’t think my body will survive the winter.
I have no home. I gave the last of my $ trying to save first one of my children’s life; then my ex wife’s.
They are raising the cost of my transplant meds. I can’t get enough insurance where I live. I’m disabled. It’s just too much.
I’m tired of going hungry. Tired of being cold. Tired of having wet feet. It’s been a long hard life.
My dad hated me. Tried to kill me. My mom hated me. Gave me away.
I wouldn’t undo my life because my children are amazing. I’ve saved lives.
But I’m proof abortion has a purpose. My mom told me over & over she should have aborted me. My dad said I couldn’t be his because I’m disabled.
I wonder why God made me broken. I tried as hard as I could. But the world just didn’t want me. I fought my death disease; but it beat me. Now it’s like the world just wants me to die.
#sad
I am just sick of being rejected and not being good enough. I have people around me all the time, but I'm just very lonely. I have a lot of troubles, and with all this new mess pilling up, I'm afraid it's sending me into depression and I don't know what to do. I'm scared to open up to someone because they wont understand it, take it seriously. Talk about it with other people. But I'm scared if I don't, I might lose it. I keep crying out loud, but people think I'm joking. At this point no one takes me seriously. Maybe I'm not worth fighting for.
#depression #sad #lonely
My ex’s mom & step convinced her we’d all be better off in a divorce. She’s on marriage number 7 or so. He’s a marriage flop too. All those failures somehow made them better. Of course. Failed losers who can’t find happiness in others; and only care about pleasing themselves, are experts on relationships.
So a very long happy marriage fell apart with their input. My ex was happy. We had a home paid off. Nice cars. Nice stuff. Investments. Happy children making straight A’s and in activities.
Fast forward. She’s very sick. Very sad. Massive debt. No longer has any outside interests. I’ve nearly died. Depression. Massive debt trying to help them.
One of my kids is disabled. Got depressed. Put on meds. Meds caused seizures. He’s nearly died. He’s very sad and barely functions now. Can’t do anything for himself anymore. The doctors never thought the meds would cause all of that. But I was against those meds. Can’t be undone.
One of my other kids got depressed. Therapy. Meds. That child’s finally doing ok.
All the kids quit sports and music. Grades fell. Don’t want college.
Oh yeah. Her POS parents definitely are a good influence.
I heard they’d take my place when I moved away. They are never there for my kids. If the house tears up I have to drive back and forth from another state to repair it.
It’s so funny. I was digging by her house to protect the foundation. Her step dad came over to get one of my kids to clean his home so he could go play golf. What a sorry POS. How about grabbing a shovel MOF? You helped ruin my kids lives. Why don’t you get off your bass and pitch in clown? Useless self important duck.
But she will never see it. Her faith blinds her. She owes her mom. The same mom who threw her out as a teen for no reason. The same mom who as a stay at home mom refused to cook or clean, and made her kids raise themselves.
I’ll never understand. But that does my children no good at all.
I guess I see the world differently. To me my life is about my children. But to most people they worry only about themselves. Her parents do not care about the damage they caused. They only care about themselves. They won. My kids clean their house. They can walk in the house I bought without wiping their feet. My ex will go do their shopping and cleaning. They can take my healthy child on vacation with them to tote their luggage. Take my ex to drive for them. But leave my disabled child behind with me so he doesn’t disturb them.
Selfishness. I don’t have it. But it’s a common trait among humans.
My ex said I need to have faith in God. Based on what? I’m an orphan who endured torture. I’m disabled. I have a disease. I lost my family and home. Where is God in all of that?
Best I can tell we are on our own in this thing. God is hands off. So I won’t blame Him for being useless. I’ll blame her parents for being selfish.
I don’t hate them. But them moving close to us is why my child has seizures, and they still don’t care. They had no problem at all ditching him for their trip. In fact; they want her to make him either live alone, or try a state hospital. This way she can sell the home; buy a tiny place right by their big nice place in their old retirement community for useless people who just chew up space in the malls as they walk. That way she will be right there for their beck and call.
You may think I’m being rude. But think on this. A tiny woman shaking she’s so sick. Working long hours. Then cooking and shopping for them. My children cleaning their home. Meanwhile; he’s off playing golf; they go play tennis, she’s off playing cards with friends. That’s messed up. They don’t give a chit if she dies. If my child now grown dies. They only care about them. Those a holes aren’t reaching Heaven acting like that.
#sad
I am 12 almost thirteen and i feel like i need to tell my story. I suffer from depression and there is nothing i can do about it. What did i do wrong? I even think about suicide. Other people who feel like this - trust me, even though it may feel like it, you are not alone.
I am filled with anger. Anger that is slowly bleeding away to hate.
Everyone is so fucking busy blaming and blamming each other into the dirt. Nobody either seems to or wants to understand, that regardless of your age, sex, gender identity, whatever label you proudly slap onto your chest, that we're all people just trying to get to the next fucking day.
You ever catch yourself wishing for super powers or magic? Doesn't matter how old you are, everybody does it from time to time.
Every time I come back to the same thing: Someone the entire world can rally together against. Of course it would never work and it's a fucking pipe dream, but it only fuels my fucking hate for the people around me.
I don't have high expectations. In fact they're rather simple. Survive, help others survive, get to that next sunrise, then figure it all out again, with the only ever present constant being that we, Humanity, are stuck on this goddamn dirtball TOGETHER.
But the only ones interested in saying anything like that only care about the audience they'll bring. The "clicks and the views" WOOOOO.
Fuck them.
And fuck you if you're one of them.
This will likely be buried in the sands of time. Sure maybe one or two, shit I might even get lucky and twenty whole people will see it.
But will it change anything? Will it get anyone to think? No. Because I'm either:
Alt-right because I don't agree with someone.
Alt-left because I don't agree with someone.
A Nazi, because I don't agree with someone.
Whatever fucking low budget brain label these fucksticks want to stick because I don't agree that there is one bad side and one good side.
And if you are one of those people, I just have a small, tiny, itty bitty criticism for you:
You're ALL FUCKING TERRIBLE.
YOU'RE A FUCKING STUPID.
YOU'RE NOTHING BUT FUCKING POTS AND PANS CALLING EACH OTHER BLACK.
YOU'RE BEING LITERALLY MURDERED IN THE STREETS BUT RATHER THAN CASTIGATE THE ONES RESPONSIBLE, YOU WANNA FUCKING GIVE IT LABELS AND MEAN SOMETHING MORE THAN IT FUCKING DOESN'T AND IT DRIVES ME TO FUCKING HATE EACH AND EVERY LAST FUCKING ONE OF YOU THAT PARTICIPATES IN THIS STUPIDITY AND YOU'RE ALL FUCKING ADDICTED TO DOPAMINE.
ADDICTED TO THAT LITTLE FUCKING PAT ON THE BACK. FUCK YOU
I'm going to die soon. The stress of being in this fucking world actively agitates bodily damage I've sustained and sicknesses I've suffered throughout life. I'm going to die, filled with hate for Humanity, all because these stupid fucks can't figure their shit out and that inability is going to be the fucking cause.
It's not everyone. There are those out there. The outliers. You know who you are.
And before anyone freaks the fuck out, I'm not acting out above kicking a shrubbery or two in my own yard.
These people, however much they fucking enrage me and fill me with hate and EMBARRASSMENT for being related to you on a genological level, are above wasting my time on aside making a random post on the internet nobody will fucking care about.
I don't think I deserve forgiveness.
I just want people to know.
However few.
I'm pregnant!
I'm pregnant by my boyfriend of 5 years. We live together and are in love. It was an accident and a shock as we use birth control. I've never been pregnant before and I've always wanted to be a mom.
We talk about having kids all the time after he graduates, but now's not the time. We're poor, like dirt poor. He's in college and we both have crap jobs.
I haven't told anyone but him. So this will be only time telling someone else. Because I'm getting an abortion Saturday. I'm doing my best not to get attached or think about it.
I'm really sad.
I’ve been with my wife since I was 17 , I love her and have only had sex with her because I met her so young and because I wasn’t attractive When I was younger so I had a harder time getting girls . She was 8 years older then me and was very sexually active before she met me and adventurous.
Now she’s not really into sex , barely giving it to me once a month And I look much better now that I work out and style myself and girls hit on me all the time . It’s sucks all I want is sex but I don’t want to ruin our marriage or family for it since she won’t ever give it up. I tell her all the time how good she looks and buy her gifts . It just sucks .ive tried talking to her about it but she thinks I should be happy with what I get .
Really blows . I feel like she doesn’t care about me or love me but I stay with her for my kids they are the best .
#depression #sad #lonley #wife
I used to be strong. I could help others. But disease took all of that. Then the pandemic hit. As a servant of my Creator I tried to shine bright. Between a disease & poverty I seem to be burning out. So I’m picking my moments. But I’m still swinging. Your light will go out on its own. But don’t turn it off yourself. Let your little light shine so that a lost soul can see hope. I’ll need someone to take my place when I burn out. Old warriors like me need brave young people to stand. Sometimes we only need them to stand for themselves. Not everyone was made to be a warrior. Some were made just to smile & be kind. Thats enough. Just be happy. Have the courage to just smile & love yourself.
I cut every night. I'm so depressed. It makes me feel good for one second than I cut again to get the good feeling back.
i love him so much but he's straight and no one knows i'm gay i don't know what to do i'm so stressed out i don't know what to do i can't tell anyone. what am i supposed to do?
I miss her so much. I shouldn't hurt so bad. I'm a grown man, with a professional job.
She hurt and betrayed me for years, but I can't stop or let go.
I have been drinking for the last 8 days just to make it stop and it won't.
I am so afraid.
I don't want to die but I don't know how else to stop hurting.
I'm ruined.
I dont understand my behaviour sometimes so nice to people sometimes so rude
I myself want someone to stay with me but then again my behaviour doesnt let me ...
No more friends they dont like me as m fatty nd wheatish complexion but topper in class nd belong to very well settled family
I have been with my girlfriend for about 4 and a half years now. We started dating when we were in high school (i was 16 and she was just about to turn 16 in a few months). I love her more than anything in the whole world. But ever since we started dating, i lost contact with all my closest friends, both male and female. She always finds problems with them. I have been loyal to her, i never once thought about cheating.
I used to be known by everyone in my batch and the younger people. And had not one enemy because i was always friendly and kind and outgoing with people. And because of that, i was popular with people, even the teachers lived me even though im mischievous in class and school. Fuck it, even the principal knew me. Both me and my big brother who was graduated by then. I had a really good reputation and it’s not because i tried to, its because I genuinely was kind and caring while also being fun and mischievous and athletic! (I understand that i wasnt the smartest kid around). Where as my gf was mostly surrounded by 3 toxic friends who equally lacked the social skills but was feeding negative and toxic things into her mind. My girl is smart and beautiful and extremely talented in sports as well! But those friends of hers were lazy at studies, tries to act like they’re it and like they are princesses who know exactly how people are when they are just protected children who hasn’t interacted with people! (They genuinely thought that life always goes as it is in movies). They brought down her grades massively and were hiding behind my girl while she does the dirty work guided by the things they put into her mind. They are also to blame for her starting to think I’m cheating on her with other girls or doing things behind her back. My girlfriend also lacks the ability to empathize and understand people at all. I partly blame the fact that she has almost never been exposed to interacting with public and was always protected by her family. But she deeply cares and tries to protect the people closest to her. Hence, the reason she did the dirty work of those toxic friends of hers.
She told me to stop hanging out with the guys who always had my back, who have helped me even in the little things, the guys i used to have friendly rivalries in sports and gaming. They were my brothers and people who i have even considered to be my bestmen when i marry. And she knew that. But she made me to stop hanging out with them. For the littlest things, for inability to understand how boys are. Obviously boys act differently towards each other. That’s what friends are. Thats what makes us G’s. Some of my friends did warn me about her, that she and those 3 friends of hers have a bit of a bad reputation. But they all were really open to my feelings and genuinely gave her a chance and we’re friendly to her. I just wish she was the same. They were happy for me and didn’t want to do anything that would hurt my relationship badly. But when they saw that she just won’t stop with the misunderstanding and trying to push me away, they tried to do their best to pull me closer too. But none of them tried to force me out of the relationship, they all adviced me though. That i have 3 choices, fix the relationship and make her have a change of heart so i can hangout with my friends, break up with her, or let go of them. I obviously decided option 1. But sadly it didn’t work.
And from girls, there was one girl in my friend group that she hated for some little reasons. But i know if she actually tried to, they could have been really close. She was in a different class and some girls in my class were pretty popular as well. And as I mentioned, i was really close with my friends girls too. But i always kept my girlfriend above them. Even so, my girlfriend wanted me to completely stop talking to that girl she hates and she wanted me to be rude to her and hate her too. I obviously can’t do that, a bond i have cannot be just broken and turned into hate. I tried to fix the problem there and remove that hate as well. I wanted my girlfriend to see that the problem that’s there between them is a simple thing that can be fixed. But her pride and ego is too massive for her to let go. She pretended to try but didn’t put even 1% of effort in it. I gave as much effort as i can with her friends... but she didn’t. I never told her to stop talking to her friends. NEVER. I only advised her of the things I felt, and i asked her to think about it herself, she let them go only when they told her that she spends time with me more than them which is not true at all, they know it and she knows it... every person who knows about our relationship knew it’s a stupid reason to start treating her differently. So she let them go... so coming back to my story... this hate towards her the spread like a flame to the other girl in my class, which those toxic friends of hers had a massive role in. How am I supposed to stop completely talking to people in my own classroom? How am I supposed to let go of friends girl or boys who i have created a memories and strong bonds? They all tried to befriend my gf but she doesn’t try at all! In the end my teacher found out about relationship and advised me about it too but i was so blinded by love that i never listened to anyone! So i lost contact with my friends both girls and boys! We went to college where some of my closest friends went to, by then my girl did let me talk to them, but it’s as if we were acquaintances and not friends. And she still continued to judge people.
She even started these things with my family! I don’t think there is a single member in my family she hasn’t had an issue with! Even my baby cousin who just turned 4! My mother and father and brother too! Every single person! She tried to make me stay home when we planned family trips which we rarely ever get to go! But she goes on more than 20 trips a year! She doesn’t let me have time with my family bc i have to text her or call her! She blames me for her having a bad life in high school! She blames me for having a bad time in college! And now she’s having a bad time in uni. She acts as her and her family are the perfect people! And i have changed a lot! I was the most patient man you would ever meet... and i am patient towards people who aren’t my family. But I get upset quickly towards her and my family now. I dont have much fun memories in high school and at home, we’re at uni in a different country, most of my friends who were close to me dont know where i am no. I dont have social media other than one chatting app bc she made me delete them, i only have a few contacts saved on my phone. And recently when she gets angry she gets a bit physical. And she says i have changed a lot. But she never tried to understand why i have changed. She says that you only need 2 or 3 close friends. But the friends “we” have are choices of her own. She gets in the way of my decisions, where she thinks her advise is better than my own mothers. To avoid fights in my relationship and to stop a fight where she says i always choose others over her or where she says that i never take her side and say my family is always right, i follow her advise. And some of those have come back to haunt me. I sometimes think back to when i used to have fun with my friends. Or when i have fun with my family. It’s so sad, if she stopped her attitude, made the relationship we have more important to her than her pride and ego, thought of my family as her own and treated it equally, and just listen to me and trust my decisions as a man, we could make this work. She sometimes understands that she has an issue with anger. But that’s it. She says that her rude attitude is actually her being a genuine and real person. Which is bullshit. There is a line between being true and being rude which she doesn’t see. She says that she has an attitude and if i dont like it i can leave which she know that if i wanted to leave i would have gone a long time ago, she blames me for people thinking badly of her when I really tried and people really tried (and there are instances where I actually had some fake friends who were rude to her, i stood up for her and took her side. Which she doesn’t appreciate).
And I’m not an angel. I never said i was perfect, i was never said I haven’t done wrong. I have lied to her about things. But all of those lies were to hangout with my friends, or because I know she’ll freak out if i tell her, to avoid unnecessary arguments, to stop arguments. But i dont have friends to go hangout with anymore or play some games or anything. I still have to hide some little details about anything regarding females. Even if i said i had a casual conversation with a girl, I would end up in a fight. It has reduced though, she understands a bit more now. But with this rate of growth, i would be old and dead by the time she understands.
But I know she cares and loves me, she made a huge decision of giving up her medicine degree to do it later just because I couldn’t get in at the time as well. She helped me with my studies, she has stood up for me even to lecturers when i have been treated unfairly, sometimes secretly and sometimes without listening to me, because she knows that I’m too forgiving to people and too kind to people and sometimes they abuse that about me. She has made sure and advised me to not let people walk all over me just because I’m too kind and forgiving and i know if I’m hurt or injured she’ll put away everything to come for me... I truly do lover her... i couldn’t stand to leave her, i want her and need her but I just want her to understand me, who I am and what i need. I always try my best to keep her happy. I don’t want to leave her.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?!
#relationship #toxic #advise #depression #sadness #needhelp #help #love #cheating #relationshipproblems
I love you more than anything or anyone. I want to be with you every second of every day. I want you to be happy, for me to be happy. I wish you could see it the same way I see it. I’m sorry I hurt you. I did not desert you. I’m not crazy. But I may think you are. I really love or loved you more than anything in the world. I’m sorry you had to say Goodbye.
The reason why I felt like you cheated on me wasn't because i genuinely felt like you did something physical with them, but somehow i still felt betrayed. I had trusted you with talking with them at late hours during the night, I didn't even bring it up. I trusted that staying up just talking to a friend wasn't anything more than that, I put aside my feelings of jealousy because I wanted to put you above that, and I thought you finally opening up to people would help you in the long run, that it would help take some weight of my chest, that I could focus more on the relationship instead of your well being, that it could help us get better. when I heard he didn't even know we were dating, I felt betrayed, how could you not have brought it up at all? all those nights you spent talking, we both know he was getting feelings too, how could you have never brought it up? and then you told me white lies, that you were just breaking up with me because you weren't good enough, you needed to work on yourself, but I knew it was because you liked someone else, that you liked him, that sinking feeling in my stomach was still there and it was true. that is why I felt you cheated. because none of that was fair.
#cheating #love #relationships #sad
All I want to do it be in love and have a wife that loves me . I’ve been stuck in a loveless marriage for 13 years , I just Turned 30 and I look and feel the best I ever have I work out and show my wife love looking for it in return . She just ignores me and doesn’t try to make her self better then me .
It also scares the shit outta me that I’ve been with my wife since I was 16 and never had the chance to experience having sex with anyone else and that I probably will die only knowing her loveless sexual encounters .
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