Poly Confessions

We are all educated middle class professionals. My boyfriend asked me to 'accept' his college girlfriend and bring her into our home. By 'accept' he means that she is a woman of the house along with me. I know that men can enjoy more than one woman, something that to me seems impossible to contemplate having relationships with more than one man, but he is so masculine with her, he is passionate, she is blah blah, ga ga all the time. She needs to get a backbone and tell him 'here are the limits'. His passion with me is many times overwhelming, suffocating, sharing with her takes a lot of the pressure off of me, but I want her to get a back bone and stand up for herself and put up limits, she is not his rag doll, or his servant girl, she is here to share and share alike. I don't mind doing the laundry with her, or cooking with her or running errands with her, she is the sister I never had. I have actually begun to enjoy those feminine roles. But when it comes to masculine feminine roles I wish she said 'enough is enough'. Sex is a privilege, it is not our mandate to give it to him. We switched our sleeping arrangements around so that she and I share a room together and he 'visits' us and we 'allow' him to get close with us, but he wants to stay the night. We need our alone time together, for us it is not just sex, we need to well just cuddle each other, he needs to go back to his room.

#poly   #love  

Today I had two run ins with best friends of mine, and I'm putting this under stupidity because I know I'm vain but I still have my suspicions.
The first one was with a guy friend of mine. We've known each other about five years, and at one point were extremely close. We dated for an extremely short period before I broke it off, but that was four years ago or so, and he's now married with a child on the way, and he's so excited it's adorable.
Now, I moved away but am visiting, and so we got to talking when I caught him at work today. Everything's fine, we're talking about his future son and a woman comes over.
"Now I know you're talking to a beautiful lady but could you please do me a favour..." Friend immediately responds, "I'm married, she's just one of my best friends." (My response is, "take a joke, hun".) Anyway, my suspicion is because he felt the need to clarify. Why would he? It's stupid, but I think he has some lingering feelings for me (he admitted he loved me several months after "dating"), like I sort of have for him. Not that I'd ever act on it, and he's faithful, so it doesn't really matter, but I'd like to know.
The second one was with a girl friend of mine whom I've known for about eight years. We haven't seen each other in a long time but we're still really good friends.
Anyway, she's telling all about HER kid and boyfriend, whom she loves so much, have no doubt. But for a while now I've suspected that she may have a crush on me. She's polyamorous and wants a girlfriend with her boyfriend, so it's kind of plausible. But it's all the WAY she says things. She's always said I love you, but now they feel different. She says things like "night gorgeous" and "I miss and love you lots" which at one point I thought nothing of, but now...
I want to fly out there just to see what would happen.
Again, I know I'm just vain, but usually my feelings on this stuff are right. I guess we'll see, though I wouldn't mind hearing some opinions.

#love   #crush   #vanity   #poly  

Yesterday, I played Monopoly with my girlfriend. I cheated and took more money than I gave her.
Nonetheless, she won. :(

#monopoly   #girlfriend   #cheat   #money   #confession   #game  

I'm a strange person.
1) I hate toothpaste. I could throw up talking about it. I don't use toothpaste.

2) I can't touch glasses which come right out of the dishwasher. Just can't do it.

3) I'm partially unable to touch paper. I need to cream my hands before I can touch it.

4) Polystyrene. I hate this material so much. I don't want to see, smell or hear it. It's gross.

#toothpaste   #paper   #disgusting   #polystyrene   #material   #confess