Outside Confessions

I used to steal every outside mirror of every BMW I found on my way home after a drunken night.
Now I've got around 30 mirrors at home.
And I'd like to have a BMW myself.

#bmw   #theft  

At different times in my life I masturbated outside in semi-public areas where I could have been seen. I would take off all of my clothes and walk away, sometimes just a few feet other times a hundred feet or more. It started the summer I was fifteen. During the day I rode my bike to a nearby park. Stripped and waited while I got an erection, then masturbated to orgasm. I would get on the bike and ride home, Other times, I would go out after dark, remove my clothes and walk away from them, getting hard as I walked. I realized that when I did this, my erections were harder and my orgasms were stronger. The daytime and nighttime experiences probably numbered ten in total during that summer.

I did this only a few times in my twenties, driving to a park or walking from my apartment to get naked. I was much more aware of the risk and got much more excited. I thought of someone watching me, but I did not want that to happen. The possibility was enough to arouse me and result in long orgasms with substantial ejaculation.

There was a ten year period when I did not engage in this behavior, then I resumed it for a few months when I was 38. It was during that time that i took greater chances in spite of the risk. I would be naked longer, delaying orgasm as long as I could. Sometimes I would masturbate twice. I found myself thinking about it during the day. planning where I might go to masturbate.

At that time I began dating a woman. Mutual masturbation was part of our sex life. We would masturbate one another or watch each other masturbate. Without confessing my previous experiences, I asked her if she every did it outside. She had not, but was intrigued. For a couple of years we occasionally got naked outside and masturbated or had sex.

#outside   #naked