Loyal Confessions

I was in love with my friend freshman year. Fully, whole-heartedly in love. She knew it, and she used me. I was her proxy for verbally abusing our social group, so she could seen like the innocent saint. I would have died for her. She threw me away because I was depressed. I hate her now as much as I loved her then. I look back and see her as the selfish hypocrite she really was. Love really does make you blind. Never fall in love with a sociopath.

#abuse   #manipulation   #hate   #love   #sociopath   #loyalty   #liar   #lies   #sad  

I'm 16, my mom 32, and her boyfriend is 24 and the type of guy I look at. And I like him. He loves me. We have had light sex only and I want him to take my virginity, but at the same time, I don't want my mom to find out and get hurt. I am always horny and mastrubate daily, but I want more. I don't know what to do. I want him to leave and at the same time I want full sex with him.

#confused   #loyal   #love   #virgin   #horny   #young