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I’m dependent on my boyfriend for income and we live together in our house. I love him but I’m so unhappy. I don’t know what to do anymore. I try to just forget how I feel and be positive about everything but it’s so hard to shove all of my feelings to the back of my mind. When I do say how I feel I end up being the bad guy because I get so angry and frustrated or I break down into a sobbing mess. When the ladder happens he apologizes and promises to change but then nothing ever does. It’s not like all of the things he does separately are deal breakers but when you lump it all together it just feels like so much and I can’t can’t handle it. I am so lost and hurting and there’s nothing I can really do about it


#relationships   #struggle   #dependent   #heartbreak   #love   #alone  


"Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, Be calm-love me-today-yesterday-what tearful longings for you-you-you-my life-my all-farewell. Oh continue to love me-never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. Ever thine. Ever mine. Ever ours."


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I am in love of a man that's twenty years older than me, and I'm pretty sure he has no clue I exist. He's clearly in love of someone else and every time I see them together, I feel like my world is falling apart.


#heartbreak   #sad   #lonely  


I have this dream last night. It seems that I am in some kind of party, In that party, there is this guy.
I've been eyeing on this guy and that guy is unfortunately interested with my best friend. They are indeed in love with each other. And I was left there alone. A few guys ask me few questions, I thought at last someone is interested at me. But in the end they just approached me because they are interested with my best friend (which is with the guy I like).
I woke up at 2:00 in the morning. I had a hard time sleeping back, and I cried.... and cried myself to sleep.
I don't know that guy and I know it's not real, but the pain remains. I don't know why..
or maybe I know why .. It's really hard when someone you like, love someone who is so close to you.. in real life... it's my sister. I know .. I know.. blood is thicker than water.. but it's a real pain..
I sometimes cry... but no.. not because of them... but because.. I feel unlove. (my family loves me.. I mean you know, someone special.. a guy) I feel unattractive and all... Gosh I wish someone will love me now.. It's kinda shallow.. but it's basically what everyone wants.



I'm a 41 year old man and happily married to my wife. I have three female cousins on my father's side, one which is the middle one is who I am very close with and are close in age. I have always spent a lot of time with her and we have had a special connection since we were younger. I recently came to the realization with the fact with what I have deep down at some level known for a long time in that I am in love with her. This is information that I don't know what to make of it nor do I want to act on it in any way shape or form. It's a simple statement of fact. She doesn't know my feelings nor feel the same way nor does my wife know. I don't want to feel this way and wish I wouldn't but it's the reality. I just needed to tell someone.


#shame   #love   #sad  


I am living in sin for several months now. I have a long distance relationship with my boyfriend and we only see each other every couple of months. We've been together for over 10 years now and I am now 25 years old. We promised each other our virginity and wanted to save each ourselves for the other one. I am pretty sure that he will propose to me on Christmas, the next time we see each other.
My secret is that I've been seeing some else since summer. And that is not the worst part. The person I am seeing is also a woman.
I don't know how it happened, but we met on the bus, started to talk and it was just like BOOM! I've never felt anything like this before. I, of course, still love my boyfriend to death, but with this woman... I feel complete, I feel so happy I never thought I could feel.

We went out for drinks rather quickly and that was the same night we shared our first kiss. It was electric. It was magical.
I know now that I am totally and irrevocable in love with her.

But that is not all... She doesn't know anything about my boyfriend either.
We have to keep our relationship secret, because my family is very very very religious and they would never talk to me again if they found out.
And they of course wouldn't talk to me anymore if they only knew that I cheated on my boyfriend.

Why am I writing this now? Because yesterday... yesterday was the first time we had sex. I do not feel bad for the sex itself because it was rather spectacular and I am more than happy that I had my very first time with her. But I feel bad that I am living a life full of lies and that I betrayed and cheated on my boyfriend, best friend since middle school...

I don't know what to do know. I know, someday everything will unravel, but I just don't know what to do....


#betrayal   #cheating   #woman   #boyfriend   #inlove   #love   #sex   #lesbian   #confession   #sin   #lying   #lie   #family   #religious  


Help! I'm in love with the little sister of my best friend. They live in the same house as me, so I see her almost every day. We talked about it and my buddy said that I should keep my hands of her and that he would quit our friendship if I tried dating her. I'm in a huge dilemma right now and I don't know what do do. We are best buddies since elementary school and I don't want to lose him but on the other hand I really would like to date his sister. She's super hot...


#love   #sister   #friend   #neighbours   #dating   #love  


I confess that I lie to my girlfriend every day. I tell her that I love her but I do not.
Why I do this? Maybe because I'm scared to be alone again....


#lie   #love   #girlfriend   #confession   #secret   #alone  


My boyfriend and I love animes and mangas. And recently, we started taking those interests to bed as well. We started role playing as characters from our favourite anime TV show and I guess that's what saved our sex life. I would even say that it was the best sex we had in 3 years. We would just talk and act like the characters from the anime and it was awesome!!My question is, however, is this still normal or do you think we should consider seeing a therapist or something?It's the first time I am talking about it, as I really think it's quite embarrassing to talk about...


#partner   #sex   #boyfriend   #animes   #love   #fetish   #confession   #tv  


When my fiance died, I was 26. We had been best friends since age 10 and did not start dating until I was 20 and in college. Considering how abusive my stepfather and mothers marriage was, my fiance always consistently made me feel safe and was very much a shelter in the storm. Reliable and protective in a way that I never had to worry about anything. I was very naieve to how much my fiance was worth or that they were one of the top ten wealthiest families in America. I've met people with money but never anyone so generous towards me: emotionally, physically, financially, sexually. Would go to pay a bill for a class or utility bill and it had already been paid. It is rare to meet anyone who 'sees your need, and meets your need,' without even having to ask. Why ask anyone to buy you yellow roses? If the intention or initative is not there to show someone love and kindness what is the point. People should go the distance to show you love, and you should go the distance for others. It creates a mutual reciprocity, a flow.

My fiances death, was interpreted by my body as hearthreaking pneumonia over the loss of my 16 year companion. For 5 years in a row I continued to catch pneumonia on the day that my fiance died like clockwork. Until I found out from working with a group of monks to heal in the mountains of San Francisco I had to face a deep grief known as survivors guilt for still being alive. After that, I never caught pneumonia again.

Fast forward to the pandemic and a man from mainland China comes off the plane directly into our spa in Jan of 2020, the owner who never gets sick, like once every 4 years went down like the titanic. Then I went down for two weeks but recovered quickly. In the process the blood banks were having shortages and offered to pay me $100 a pint because a lab out of State wanted to use my juice for making serum for cancer and transplant patients. Without blood donations or the serum neither can get treatment or transplants and die. The irony, the loss of a great love and all those years of being sick in fact made me immune to CoVid. Who knew God had a plan under all the pain.

I buried a family member this week, and have been feeling under the weather. Was around too many people maskless, and I am exempt via a Doctor for vaccines due to creating serum. My left lung hurts and I am coughing with a mild fever, I wonder if this is it? I have been here on prison planet existing without the love of my life and best friend for 22 years and I am tired of being here.

Beyond family, I have learned you can expend a lot of energy caring and supporting people. But no one sincerely cares about your emotional, physical or financial well being- people are raised to be too selfish and self serving. Only concerned about what they can get from you or what you can do for them. I think about all the people my family and I have helped along the way for years and not one of them has cared to check in on me or my family to see if we are alright during the pandemic without me first making the effort. What a waste of kindness, and effort when everyone is in survival mode. The worst is nothing your extremely wealthy friends see your suffering and instead of helping you just sit back and watch you continue to struggle. It is one of the greatest disappointments when it is within their power to empower you.

Sometimes when I go to sleep at night and close my eyes, I secretly hope not to wake up. To leave the cruelty of this world behind and wake up in the dreamy arms of the one person in my entire life that not only loved me in words, but in deed consistently. No lip service. No games. No drama. No flakiness. I dated a lot of people afterwards, many of which know nothing about loving others in a healthy way. So much so I just gave up hope of ever finding or meeting anyone, because peoples issues and drama just burned me out. Then they perceive you as either; not rich enough, skinny enough, wearing the right superficial labels or driving the right car, or your unwillingness to sponsor their gold diggeritis. It's just ridiculous and compounded with the fact peoples medical addicitions come in two, no thanks. After working in nursing, you learn so many people are just toxic and abusive. Humanity needs to change to a more loving and compassionate mindset, instead of this fear based survival exploitation mode. I was backstabbed for the last time by 2nd fiance, and by my own sister and mother last summer that I was trying to help and shall pass on being close to anyone. I trust no one anymore, as it is better to be alone than settle for less than you are worth. 90% of the planet are assholes, and the ones you think aren't are. I refuse to settle for this planets version of shit love and lust because they are ignorant to what true love and caring for another genuinely means. Grateful I did not have to spend my life searching for love or sleep around to find it when God blessed me with wonderful you, my true friend, my ally, my angel in this life and beyond.

I have survived long enough without you, I know you are proud of me, but I am ready to return home to you forever because it has been a very lonely, beautiful and disappointing journey far from the waking joyful dreams of our southern mansion surrounded by trees filled with spanish moss, sharing lemonade on a hot sunny day, skinny dippin on the beach and dancing under the southern stars with the laughter of our unborn children in the air. The world has forgotten that love, shared with those you love is everything, never take it for granted and stop wasting time listening to your own excuses that hold you back from love. Tell the people you love that you love them, that they matter, that you are grateful for their existence. See their need and meet the need without having to be asked. Make every sunrise and sunset count.

Forever Grateful for my fiance Lee being my love light in the darkness of this world and allowing me to carry that love with me like a Tesla solar backpack of love to complete the work I must do. And I have done a lot. Sweet dreams my love. Hope to see you soon if any of these variants will do their job, so to expedite matters I refused any medicine or medical treatment during the pandemic.

March 3rd, the two year countdown begins...your interstellar wife is finally coming home.


#fiance   #grief   #love   #relationships   #covid  


I'm 16, my mom 32, and her boyfriend is 24 and the type of guy I look at. And I like him. He loves me. We have had light sex only and I want him to take my virginity, but at the same time, I don't want my mom to find out and get hurt. I am always horny and mastrubate daily, but I want more. I don't know what to do. I want him to leave and at the same time I want full sex with him.


#confused   #loyal   #love   #virgin   #horny   #young  


So there is this girl in my grade who is so sexy it's unbelievable. Everything about her is so sexy and i get so hard just seeing her. She has this beautiful long brown hair, a nice round ass and a good pair of tits. She is SO curvy and sexy i cant even imagine having sex with her. Her body is so nice and her face is so sexy i just want her to deepthroat my big cock. I want to fuck her in every position possible. Her pussy must be so tight I would love to eat and fuck it. Her legs are so sexy and I would lick them up and down.


#lover   #sexy   #fantasy  


I’m addicted to trying to save the world. As a little autistic boy I endured extreme abuses. I responded by trying to be the best person I could.
My life is a shambles. I should be focused on my own life; instead I’m trying to help everyone else. I always wanted to be like Jesus; but am just a very defective human who honestly should not have been born. My parents both literally hated me. They told me that my whole life.
I learned you can’t just rationalize with irrational people in hopes they will change & do the right thing. I felt compelled during this pandemic to try to draw us all together. I used all sorts of tricks to try to get the two sides to meet in the middle. Stroke egos; hold out a carrot; point out their flaws & egos. Whatever felt like it might work. I’ve had conservatives & libs ask me to intervene before; because I was smart & neutral; but anerism damage has left me confused. I wonder if I’m doing any good. But I have seen my ideas used; & people helped. I’ve been thanked. But I also had someone e mail me & say they didn’t care if they were wrong & they hoped I’d die. I seem to stay on the edge of death; but I don’t actually die; so my disease will give them their wish, I just don’t know when.

I was working on the caronavirus & health care; but our nation has moved on from that. We don’t care about that issue anymore; so I’ve moved onto a serious issue; police brutality; & a silly issue, statues. Let’s start with the statues. As a Christian I know statues are idols. They are meaningless carved rocks. Stick them in a museum once people move on. So it’s the whole Grant; Columbus; Lee were slave owners debate. It should be easy. It’s history. People used to love these people because their grandpas fought in the war or whatever. Today most of us focus more on the flaws of these people. So move the statues. Put them in museums; on Civil War battlefields; or sell them to private collectors. Why are we all worked up about it. Move them to a more proper modern setting. Some of us don’t want a statue to a slave owner where we take our kids: driving down a road; going in a court house; etc. So put them in a proper setting. History belongs inside a museum. Some fought wars; so put them on a battlefield.

The other issue I’m working on is armed political protests. I think it’s insane. However; if others do it, I’ll try to address it. We have a problem in our media. They rarely do their job. They are supposed to tell us all the news; & in an unbiased way. We are supposed to each consume the news & draw our own conclusions. Instead; the media drives a narrative that will please a small target audience. It’s entertainment posing as news; aimed at selling ads & making $. I’m forced to consume all the extremes; then try to filter & assemble the actual truth.
For instance part of a city has been taken over. I’d hate to be a prisoner caught in there; but riots have left entire areas on there own anyways, so I don’t know if it’s worse. I would like to see great constraint shown. Unless they use violence don’t over react. That said; I’m pointing out how past administrations used deadly force to end such standoffs. I’m pointing out how media that cater to one extreme or the other cover such stories differently based on who the protestors are. I hope to convince the media they are inconsistent & that influences some in society, but I’m probably wasting my time.

In the end we need to start electing better human beings who want what’s best for all of us. I feel the media has helped create a situation where we elect dividers that enrich themselves by catering only to their voters at the expense of the other half. If we all worked together we could achieve so much more. But I seem to be the only one who sees that.
In the end I’m just trying to get everyone to love each other.


#love   #christian   #jesus  


ugh I don't know who to tell. I'm in love with a guy. he's so sweet and caring. we have plenty in common and he respects me. I want to tell him how I feel but I'm afraid of making our friendship awkward


#love   #secret   #friends  


I always get aroused when I think about a crush I have. I don't know why I feel this way, I've never felt THIS way with any other guy, but this guy, he must be special. I yearn for him, I want him to fuck me, but the only communication we've had for the longest time has been over text and phone. I've met him in person, that is actually how we met, but he lives two hours away (approximately) and neither of us have driver's licenses.. I don't know why I feel like this for him, but I LOVE it.


#horny   #attraction   #love   #crush  


Once, once in a while
You're gonna find me
Waiting for some recognition
It's her transiton to recognition

She has to be loved
She want to be needed
Don't want to be hated
Just loves to be wanted

See the beauty in my eyes
She love to be looked at
See her come alive
See her come alive
Now she's the perfect person
Radiates the perfect presence
In her own eyes
I want to be needed
Don't want to be hated
Just love to be wanted

(Chorus)
I got to be loved
She got to be loved
Got to be loved
She got to be loved
She got to be loved
Got to be loved

I am sick of not getting loved and not getting recognition and respect for what we know and do etc that I deserve for something. we all need money to survive and thrive. we all need love and be valued and we all need to recognized for somethings we do well and get rewards.

fuck you bastard give me my rights.


#recognition   #rewards   #love   #respect  


When me and my girlfriend began dating she would always talk about her exboyfriend and it started to real bother me, they dated for three years since they were in seventh all the way through their sophmore year. I have no clue why she thought talking about her sex life was cool with her new boyfriend. I didnt want to give her any troubles since she has been known to throw extreme tantrums for reasons i think are ridicoulous, if i mispelled that sorry.
Anyways I cheated on her and comeplete regret it so much I love this girl but just because she angered me I had sex with her friend Sara and got her preagnant but she got an abortion for free at the planned parenthood...


#friend   #cheat   #cheated   #love  


when i was younger i found the love of my life but i was poor and everyone looked down on my family cause most of them really amounted to nothing so i never would do anything we loved each other held hands we were inseparable but i was scared i would ruin her life so i told her no every time it almost lead to something till i nearly cracked so i left and told her we could not see each other again i kno she still cares about me but its been years im married now have kids and love my wife but never as much as i still love her and i wonder as time goes on if i ever got a time machine i would go back and try to change it because my wife and i have had problems it has nothing to do with this other girl either i never cheated nothing like that but just normal problems expected from my past and hers but i keep thinking i would tell myself if you were with her it might have been different maybe you wouldnt have fucked up that bad so i would end up trying but then if i did and no matter how hard i tried i still ended up ruining her life and then i would definitely go back and try to change that to and i would end up in an endless loop of misery and that makes me sad it feels like im just faking now cause eveything in my life not just this and im just walking around pretending like im not meant for true happiness and the only thing i can do is make other people happy and i have been feeling like its starting to not matter to me anymore i dont feel anything anymore for making other people happy cause i know im just going to be miserable again any minute i get its depression but i thought of it and i really hate the social system we have in place and thats why i think there needs to be a real change instead of safe spaces


#depression   #love   #change   #despair  


I've got a problem... I confessed and told one of my best friends that I loved him... but that's not the problem, before I told him, he already had told me that he had a crush on me and that he loved me but ever since I told him I loved him back he won't say I love you or even talk about our relationship now.... What do I do?


#crush   #bf   #love   #relationship   #hopeless  


I don’t like my girlfriend in a relationship way. I can’t say I’m in love with her at all. Like I get sad thinking about being stuck with her forever. I do love her and she’s amazing. But physically I’m just not attracted. I just know how sad she’d be if I ended things. When she cry’s it hurts me. And the thought of her with other guys is tough as well. Sexually I’m very attracted to her. But aside from that idk. I just wish I could take it all back and never started doing stuff with her.


#gf   #problems   #love   #help   #advice  



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