Google Confessions

Once a day I google myself just to see how popular I am. The first 20 entries are even about me. Not bad for a blighter like me huh?

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This year I turn 20 ..I feel like useless.. Before this I m so stupid n lazy to study but since 17 I decided to change. I want better life.. People keep treat me like asshole just because I m not like my brother.. He so clever as fuck but me.. I desperate want to change, want have better life and got many money. Sometimes when I watch youtube, I see a lot of people show off how rich their are.. I m so fucking jealous... This year I wish I can continue my study diploma but since my family got money problem, I have to forget my diploma... I have certificate in computer system.. I really want to create something that can make money... I want to have my own shop or my own brand... I really like to create earphone or headphone... If I can't get all of that, at least I can work at good company, at least IT company.. I know it's hard for me since many people out there clever than me but I can gibe the best I can. I swear....! I want work at Google company.... I wish I can!