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my confession... where to start?
i've liked my best friend for seven months, until today.
he likes someone else, and i was dumb enough to think it was me. pure stupidity on my part, seeing that everything i thought were sign we're nothing.
what's really stupid is that i caught feelings when i shouldn't have.
#heartbreak #crush #feelings #sad #crying
i just found out the guy i (19f) was crushing on is a lot younger than i thought he was (hes 15). now i feel kinda gross. bluh.
#anonymous #accidentalunderagecrush #crushes #bluhifeelhorrible #healreadyhadagirlfriendtoo
I am angry. I am so so fucking angry.
At everything. I don't know why but the littlest things infuriate me. I could strangle someone if they look at me the wrong way. I could burn my house down thinking about talking to certain people.
It infuriates me that I am like that.
#angry #anger #confession #feelings
It may be harsh and I don't want to hurt someone's feelings but I guess the plane which went missing crashed, they are all dead. I don't understand why they are still looking for it, there are other, more important, things to do right now.
One night I went to my friends house (he's a boy) and there was a couple of other guys there too.
We hung out and one of the the guys started to touch my boob, I looked at them and then the other one started rubbing my vagina. It felt so good, after that they asked me to give them a blowjob and I refused, they accused me of calling me a chicken so I yanked their trousers down and gave them a blowjob, we do it regularly now.
I feel like I cant tell anybody about this so here i am. I feel so incredibly bad for telling people about how i feel because they'll just think its all fake and for attention. But since nobody knows here we go. I hate myself so much, I feel like im so ugly and whenever someone gets to know me i just let them down. And im so awkward i wish i could just stop. And ive honestly thought about killing myself so many times but I dont even know if I actually want to. Everytime I tell someone my emotions they tell me its because im young and its all fake, but what im feeling right now isnt fake. And i'll look back at this in the future and say im so pathetic but right now I need to rant and tell people how I feel. So I guess thats it.
I think it's a very nice feeling to phone with your girlfriend while another girl is lying next to you. I experienced it twice and it was awesome!
Do you know the feeling like you are forgetting something? Like there is something in the back of your mind, just on the tip of your tongue, but you cannot remember why you feel the way you do?
I am very very anxious when it comes to touch and I react strange to some noises and such. I think there is something in my past that changed me. And I think my mind made me forget on purpose to shield me from the negative images and memories.
Can anyone relate?
#feeling #forgotten #memory #mind #confession
I feel lost. A year ago I was in the hospital from dka and I was in a coma for almost two weeks. My previous ex saved me from dying but also left me because of me being sick. I've always been depressed and I've always been okay with the idea of dying deep down inside. I try to push it off and try to bury myself in other people's problems so I can help them and I even help others out of depression but I can't help myself. I'm with someone very special to me but I still feel like I'm just not suppose to exist. I can't fight the feeling that I'm holding everyone back and I'm just getting in the way and that my condition is just making people feel sorry for me. I have a problem with accepting that people love me because I just can't love myself. I can't shake the feeling of needing to be gone. I can't shake feeling like no one should have saved me when I almost died. Like they should have been late and that I should have died. I just want everyone to be happy because I just can't be. I'm tearing people apart and pushing people away because I feel like I'm hurting people and I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. Why do I feel so alone when I have someone who cherishes me more then anything in the world. I don't understand why I'm like this. I can't understand why I wanna die so much but I do and I have no one I can say this to because if I do they will just call me crazy but am I so crazy to want everyone to be happy and not feel like I do? I want people to feel free to do what they want without worrying about sick me at home. I don't want to be a burden anymore even when they tell I'm not o still feel it. I know it inside that I'm just holding everyone back. That I'm hurting people like I hurt inside...I just don't wanna feel alone anymore. I don't trust myself or my thoughts alone anymore. I'm just broken....
I still have feelings for my ex. Even though he broke my heart, I can’t help myself.
#ex #feelings #love #embarrassed
So I had a neighbour until yesterday... He moved out... So here it is we used to come on terrace at the same time and stayed there till one of us left ... We never talked heck we don't even know each other's name but I was getting attached to this routine I mea. We did that for one and a half year but yesterday when he was moving out I cried really hard.... I wanted him to atleast say something but I guess it was just one sided... I knew he was gonna move one day but when he did I literally died inside .... Is it normal am I stupid to get obsessed about this one....
I told a sweet person she needed to exercise & lose weight. Then I told her to find someone else. Why? She claimed to be someone from my past. She didn’t realize I had known the person she was pretending to be. The person from my past was very kind & had been hurt. I thought a lot of her & didn’t like someone posing as her. However; this person i couldn’t see in the chatroom was a very sweet person too, & also hurting. I tried to set aside my pain from my own broken heart, to help her. But then her friends didn’t like my advice & put me out of the room. I wish I could undo the mean things I said. I did not care about her weight. I just didn’t like her pretending to be someone I knew. Does that make sense? This person from my past was a very good person. I tried to help her before my life nearly ended. So it was odd to have someone posing as her. Plus she caught me at my worst, & then I experienced a health scare. But I feel so bad.
I’m also heart broken because I had a wonderful woman, but I hurt her. God gave me a wonderful person, & I broke her heart. Then I turned around & hurt someone else who was nothing but kind to me. I seem to keep hurting people. But I don’t mean too. I’m just overwhelmed. My heart is broke. Im lost. Now a big moment is coming in my life. So I’m trying to make my peace just in case. Hopefully I come out the other side. But if I don’t I at least tried to make things right. If your a person who thinks your overweight or not beautiful. Quit thinking that way. These are labels society put on us. People used to tell me they wished they looked like me. Well I paid a heavy price to look like this. So no ones appearance is perfect. That lady I met about 11 years ago was beautiful. She just couldn’t see herself the way I did. My ex was the same way. She also couldn’t see herself the way I did. Sadly. I couldn’t be the man she deserved. I let everyone who cares about me down. I am sorry for all the pain I caused others. A lady tried to flirt with me the other day. No way. I’ve already left a trail of broken hearts. I wish I could set those right. But I’m not going to hurt someone else. I’ve did enough harm. I don’t want to hurt sweet people I care about.
I think I still have feelings for my ex-boyfriend even though we've both moved onto someone else. He broke my heart. He made me laugh and made me happier than I think my current boyfriend does.
I've been on this dating app for a while. And recently a guy called me boring and dumb. I insulted him back of course saying I didn't care but minutes later I began crying out of self pity because his words hit me where it hurt the most. For some time, I questioned my self worth and wondered if anyone would truly love me for me.
I just got broken up with but it isn't a bad thing cause I wanted to break up with them but it still hurts.
I think if I could I would trade my daughter for another child. My daughter is disabled, not mentally, but she's in a wheelchair and she can only use her left arm which means so always needs help with everything. It's kinda stressful and exhausting to be there for her 24/7.
I sometimes wish my child would be normal like every other child. She needs help in the morning to get out of bed because she cannot get up herself. She needs help in the bathroom, on the toilet. She needs someone to prepare her food. She needs someone to drive her to school. I have to pick her up after school, I have to help her do her homework..... the list goes on and on and on...I just want to have my normal life back. I couldn't sleep in in over 10 years!!! I confess that I sometimes wish my daughter wasn't born
#daughter #mother #confession #badmom #wtf #disabled #wheelchair #horrible #feeling #bad
I met M in end of 2013 during my business trip, we are colleagues. Maybe due to our job nature, we were very close to each other and when she first knew I will be travelling to her place for business trip, she was as excited as I did. At first, it was just a normal meeting between two colleagues. I was there for more than two months and I must admit it was the best moment of my life ever. I learnt that she had to commute two hours just to go to office, I offered her to stay with me in the hotel which was just a 5 minutes walk away. She agreed and we became closer, we did everything together. Eventually I developed feelings for her and I was quite sure she had the same feeling for me too. We held hands everywhere we went and she was the one who always offered to hold mine. Every night before we slept, we will hug each other and she would want me to cuddle her to sleep and usually when I woke up she was cuddling me instead. She did have a boyfriend that time and honestly speaking I felt really guilty after I knew about it. From the beginning, she was denying having one but admitted eventually and they did have problems but she assured me those problems were there even before I came into her life. We called each other with intimate callings, like I call her "baby" and I'm being slightly chubby and cute (according to her), she called me "meaty". I always play the guy's role as I'm slightly tomboyish and protect and pamper her all the time, shower her with tonnes of gifts which she never asked for. She even openly admitted to other colleagues, we are very close and intimate. Fast forward, I came back to my country and she eventually broke up with her BF in April 2014 right before we went to an overseas trip together. That trip was memorable too because we were still very close to each other. Everything was OK after that, we still say "I love you" to each other all the time. However, I guess at one point of her life, she really wanted to lead a normal life. That's where she started to stop calling me "meaty" and those lovey dovey things no longer coming out from her mouth. She just treats me like her good friend. I still call her baby until today, she doesn't stop me from calling her that way. We still went for trips together after that, she still held my hands, or maybe just my pinky these days... We quarreled a lot after our first trip in April 2014, most of the time I blame her for not giving me enough attention. She wasn't happy and felt that I have interfered her life too much which deep in my heart, I admitted I did as I was afraid of losing her.
Despite those arguments, we just came back from our 3-week trip and it was my worst trip ever! It was all well at the beginning until suddenly a guy joined in our group and it was a love at first sight for him, quick enough they hooked up and now they are progressing to lovers stage! I was stunned because at first she told me she didn't like him but few days later, she admitted she has started to like him because this guy was so persistent and must get her no matter what, she was touched by his courage. I did sort of badmouthing this guy in front of her and she wasn't too happy about it. We argued a lot during this whole trip.
Now we are back from the trip, we had stopped talking to each other so much or to she has stopped replying my instant messages or only replies me very occasionally. I have never felt so depressed as much as now. All this while, I thought I was straight until I met her and I really think I'm a les now. She has indirectly controlling my mind and feelings. I don't know what to do now, she has started to avoid me now.
I am cutting myself. I don't even now why. It just... happens. Sometimes I am a bit hypersensitive about my environment and every little thing that goes wrong drives me crazy.
I don't hurt myself for several months, but then BOOM and it happens. Mostly, it's just a really small thing and I almost explode because of my feelings.
But the worst part is, I know I won't stop it. I don't want to.
I just watched a movie about a guy with schizophrenia and I guess I can kind of relate to how he's feeling. I don't know if I am hypochondriac about it or what but I guess I have my own kind of schizophrenia....
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