Fairy Confessions

In my early youth I played around with the older boy next door. He was the top and I was the bottom. I really enjoyed being the bottom, penetration was always something I wanted to do, but I also enjoyed giving oral sex and showing him that I wanted to please him. We got caught by my older brother, he had just returned from overseas. He broke it up, but never stopped calling me queer, sissy, fairy, faggot, etc.

I spent my life doing the right thing, building a business, and keeping a wife and having a family. From time to time, I would run into to someone that I found out was gay and if he was a top I pursued the relationship and spent some time with him, always the bottom and pleasing him made me feel good.

My wife decided on her own to get divorced once our children were grown and she lives in North Carolina. I moved to Southern California after selling my business and settled down in the San Diego area. I met a man here, a big man, macho man, who prefers a sissy boy sucking his cock and spreading his cheeks for him. I also do the laundry and the cooking and cleaning. I love taking care of the house, shopping for groceries, decorating and wearing panties for him. I have my money but I let him take care of me, spend, spend, spend on me. I can be the wife I have always wanted to be. I can be that sissy, faggot, queer, fairy my brother called me.

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