Fading Confessions

My body barely stays alive. Last time I tried a med I need. Nearly died. So this time I ate way wrong. Pushed body to limit. To do good for those I love. Now I’m trying the med again. Messing me up. But without the med I’ll die faster than otherwise guaranteed. This gives me a chance if it works. Don’t know if I can will myself thru it. Or if I should.

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