Cumdumpster Confessions

Its been a year since my wife told me that she was no longer interested in sex. I was furious when she told me as we’d had an active sex life until that point. There was even a five year period where we had an open relationship and she took full advantage of that.

I pleasured myself to porn for the next six months. One day I came across a bisexual MMF video and became mesmerized that a guy would willingly have gay sex while the wife joined in. Over the next few months I slowly switched out ver to gay porn, particularly where where big studs fucking and humiliating twinks. So I started shaving my body and wearing women’s panties.

A few weeks later, I visited a sex store and a nice 20-something young lady approached and asked if I needed any help. At first I said “just. browsing.” But just as she started to talk away I said “wait…I really need some help. I proceeded to tell her that o was a married “straight” guy for 20 years, but I want to become a bi/gay botttom. I walked out with a anal plug training kit, lots of lube and a smaller dildo to practice cocksucking. Six weeks later I was ready for a larger dildo and moved up to 8 inches and recently 12 and thicker. I can ride these for hours.

But I am finding the next step difficult. How and where does a married guy find a safe and willing gay top…particularly one that has never taken a real cock? Not looking for a relationship…I just want to be a cumsumpster and get pounded and leave.

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