Concert Confessions

I (female/32yo) lie to my daughter since she has been born. I tell her her dad died in a fire in our apartment and that all photos and all things burned down. There actually was a fire back then but it was only a material damage
The truth is that I had been raped at the age of 17 while I was visiting a music concert. I got pregnant.
I am so sorry for lying to her but I just don't want her to know that her "producer" is a miserable rapist.
I hope she won't find out about it. And if so, I hope she can forgive me some day.

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