Complicated Confessions

So basically my boyfriend and I are almost a year now.. Everything was going so well. Till this dude came(who is his best friend). At first we kept having intense eye contact, i thought it was weird bcs i have a boyfriend and i feel like those eye contacts have chemistry. I don’t t know what I was feeling. But i had a hint he sorta like someone.. So, At first it was good bcs him and i are getting along & i could be close enough to play cupid on my best friend. My best friend really likes him. I can’t blame her.. he is cute.

What is getting me confused and crazy is that. My other best friend told us (4) that she has some tea about that guy. We talked about him and stuff and my best friend mention 2 bad news and 1 good news.. the 1 good news is that He found my best friend really pretty and he wouldnt wanna make things awkward for her bcs we all eat in the same table.

The 2 bad news is that he’s not ready to be in a relationship and he likes someone else. My best friend said he only likes this girl when he sees her. He just feels something for her (okay wtaf lmao)

And you know who’s that girl? Me.

Now did i mention i have a boyfriend? It is so wrong. But whenever I see him, he’s just really cute. He was smiling at me when i saw him earlier. We also had eye contact. You know eye contact that are normal? It isnt like that. Its like an eye contact where u like someone. He just keeps smiling 😭 I don’t wanna feel this way. I love my boyfriend & I don’t ever wanna lose him. But at the same time its so wrong. I don’t have feelings for the guy but he just flatter me so much.. And I should keep boundaries.

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