Climbing Confessions

A few days ago I went climbing with an old friend, I hadn't really spoken to him for at-least a year, so it was nice to catch up.
The journey to the climbing centre wasn't bad we just caught up and he told me about his recent break-up, etc. Once we started climbing things started to become sexual, he would stand at the bottom and watch me climb whilst making comments about my ass and how 'flexible' I was. But at the time I didn't really think much of it, I have had friends in the past be sexual/flirty but that was just a part of their personalities.
Anyway climbing was so much fun and it was great catching up, it wasn't until I got home that I realized that he was never sexual or so forward like that in the past (we used to be semi-close friends). So that did weird me out but I ignored it.
Later on that night he texted me saying that he missed me, this made me feel both happy and awkward because it sounded like we had a past (which we didn't). I just played it off and said that he obviously missed my humour and jokes I'd make. That's when he said that he liked seeing my ass in those tight shorts and that whilst we were changing (they had shared changing areas) that he wanted to have his way with me, and that next time we go climbing he'd like to climb me instead! This made me feel really awkward but also got me wet, knowing that this guy wanted to fuck me.
Ever since I have been stuck between ignoring him or telling him I want to fuck him but not have a relationship with him. The thing is, is that I'm still a virgin (18F) and I'm not sure that that's the way I'd want to lose it. I guess there is plenty of time to decide.

#sex   #climbing   #undecided