Choking Confessions

My wife of nearly 20 years is a total prude. She normally comes when I play with her ass, but always complains if I try to fuck it. She also wants sex to be gentle. She would often turn me down in the first decade of our marriage and I grew resentful (she comes every time we have sex).

I had a gf back in my 20’s pre marriage that was really sexual. I screwed her ass once on my suggestion and after that, she would ask for it. I would obsess about screwing my wife’s ass, but she thought it was dirty and complained and tells me no. Now I really am not into my wife, just a lot of resentment.

I started cheating on my wife, and I found that many, many women crave being dominated (spanked, tied up, even choked), and love the feeling of getting their ass plowed. Some young (20’s), some my age. They are also more agreeable in general and just overall more submissive. My wife would not follow me through the only exit of a burning building (unless I was leading her exactly where she already decided she wanted to go.)

My wife found out about my affairs and we are trying to work things out. But I doubt she will ever enjoy getting her ass filled up by me even if she lets me. I have lost my attraction for her because of her rejection of my sexual appetite.

Seriously considering divorcing her over this. Thoughts? If you were a woman, and loved anal, would you stay with a man who would not give it to you?

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