Choices Confessions

I do pain pills everyday.
Been doing it for years
never been to jail
never had it destroy my life
never lost a job over it
or a boyfriend
or a friend

I don't want to quit I don't want to get better>
I just wanna have a damn good time :)
I don't think there's anything wrong with that

#drugs   #addiction   #choices  

I did so many wrong choices... i was drunk cuz i got kicked from school few weeks ago.. and my dumb ass went home alone, in dark clothes and i saw car... i was so scared but he saw me... well until i realized he went straight into tree.. i was the cause of the accident... i mean noone got killed but still i feel like shit for that... got no charges however, still dont know how...

#depression   #accident   #car   #unwell   #choices   #confession