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My entire life I have been trying to be normal. Trying to stop being nice & caring. I don’t want to be mean or cruel, just to be normal. Just to function like normal people do. That may sound stupid, but theres a pandemic. I need to change. Being too nice led to me failing those who love me. This pandemic makes it hard for me to function.
I am 27 years old and have never been kissed or had sex with. I feel like such a fucking loser all the time. I have some friends, but I think they just pity on me and are not actually my friends. They invite me along, but only sometimes. I guess when they need a designated driver because they know I do not do alcohol. I see on their FB and snap when they are out having fun without me.
I really like to have a girlfriend, but I do not know how to talk to women... I am such a fucking loser.
#lonely #virgin #change #friends #confession
when i was younger i found the love of my life but i was poor and everyone looked down on my family cause most of them really amounted to nothing so i never would do anything we loved each other held hands we were inseparable but i was scared i would ruin her life so i told her no every time it almost lead to something till i nearly cracked so i left and told her we could not see each other again i know she still cares about me but its been years im married now have kids and love my wife but never as much as i still love her and i wonder as time goes on if i ever got a time machine i would go back and try to change it because my wife and i have had problems it has nothing to do with this other girl either i never cheated nothing like that but just normal problems expected from my past and hers but i keep thinking i would tell myself if you were with her it might have been different maybe you wouldnt have fucked up that bad so i would end up trying but then if i did and no matter how hard i tried i still ended up ruining her life and then i would definitely go back and try to change that to and i would end up in an endless loop of misery and that makes me sad it feels like im just faking now cause eveything in my life not just this and im just walking around pretending like im not meant for true happiness and the only thing i can do is make other people happy and i have been feeling like its starting to not matter to me anymore i dont feel anything anymore for making other people happy cause i know im just going to be miserable again any minute i get its depression but i thought of it and i really hate the social system we have in place and thats why i think there needs to be a real change instead of safe spaces×
I’m trying to become a worse person. Not a mean one. I failed at everything in my life trying to be nice. Now I’m alone. So maybe if I can be more like everyone else, I won’t care anymore.
I think too much about the past. My mind often lingers and begins to think back to past events where I either felt humliated or caused someone else pain, either emotionally or physically. While I know consciously that I cannot change the past, deep down I feel incredible guilt and shame for instances that I now have absolutely no control over, and feel helpless in that I cannot move on.
.I m a girl...I m 21 ..I just don't know to who I want to share my feelings...my English not good... I used to like this girl few years ago... around 6 or 7 years ago ...but then I decided to let her go ... Not because I don't love her ... besides she know I like her but there nothing happened between us ... And she the one who asked me to forget her ..then I forget her actually I don't... Just I think I don't have feelings towards her anymore... Short story now she came back into my life again ... My feelings I just confuse about my feelings right now..I don't know if I have feelings for again or I just pretend I have feelings for her ...we both want to change become better person ..I mean we both decide to like girl anymore..but my feelings..I just confuse...I don't want to be old me.. I tell you this because I don't have anyone to talk or to share .. it's hurt me a lot to keep this problem myself ...I do have family but they don't know I used to like girl before...thank you ..have a great day .. :) god bless you :D
I change some of wikipedia's entries just to mess with people. Most of the facts and stuff I change stay like that.
I don't regret anything; it's you own fault when you believe everything which is written on wikipedia.
I was doing this behind my parents bad, vaping and getting touched by a boy I used to like. I would do things behind their back and didn’t care. Until I lost them both. And it’s harder now to get them back
I was 16 my sister, 18 and i were home alone when she walked in on me masturbating. I did not know she was watching. then she jumped and put her dildo in me. at first, it hurt but then it felt soooo good. then she got my vibrator and used it on me. i came in her mouth. she started sucking on my clit like a pacifier. she pulled my hair. then she had me do all the same to her. when continued to do this for a whole year. until she went to college. ever since she left i have became suicidal and had to go to the hospital 2 times for attempted suicide, 5 to get stitches, and a mental facility 11 times. my parents still dont know and they will never ever ever ever know.
when i was younger i found the love of my life but i was poor and everyone looked down on my family cause most of them really amounted to nothing so i never would do anything we loved each other held hands we were inseparable but i was scared i would ruin her life so i told her no every time it almost lead to something till i nearly cracked so i left and told her we could not see each other again i kno she still cares about me but its been years im married now have kids and love my wife but never as much as i still love her and i wonder as time goes on if i ever got a time machine i would go back and try to change it because my wife and i have had problems it has nothing to do with this other girl either i never cheated nothing like that but just normal problems expected from my past and hers but i keep thinking i would tell myself if you were with her it might have been different maybe you wouldnt have fucked up that bad so i would end up trying but then if i did and no matter how hard i tried i still ended up ruining her life and then i would definitely go back and try to change that to and i would end up in an endless loop of misery and that makes me sad it feels like im just faking now cause eveything in my life not just this and im just walking around pretending like im not meant for true happiness and the only thing i can do is make other people happy and i have been feeling like its starting to not matter to me anymore i dont feel anything anymore for making other people happy cause i know im just going to be miserable again any minute i get its depression but i thought of it and i really hate the social system we have in place and thats why i think there needs to be a real change instead of safe spaces
#depression #love #change #despair
Ever watch the news? Local and national. They will take a teen criminal; and shoe their face and accusations over & over for a year or more. Look at this crime. Be afraid.
There’s usually a back story. You ever notice people are all for spending money to arm local blue stars with tanks; armor, and assault weapons. But they don’t want to pay for mental health and job programs to help teens.
Think I’m wrong? Look at the number of blur star & law shows. The blue stars are dropping people every episode. On one Windy City show, they even have a cage in the basement where they torture people for leads, so they can go catch the real criminal. If that guy gets off, they use street justice execution.
Those shows are very popular. They reflect the fears of some. These sorts have no compassion for poor children who need health care; young adults who need college, or autistic/black Americans suffocated by blue stars.
It’s OK to feel sorrow for a criminal teen destroyed by bad parents, and still jail them. If society reaches that point, we can try to save these children “before” they become criminals.
There’s very few blue stars who are bad. Filter them out. Society should be paying people to execute innocents because the doughnut shop only had stale treats, and cold coffee.
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