Bodyimage Confessions

Sometimes I just think about what it would be like if I was skinny or if I lost weight. I'm constantly thinking that I should stop eating so I can be happy with the way I look. What makes it worse is that my parents say things to me about my weight and treat me so differently than my sister because I'm big and she isn't. Saying things like "oh you need to lose weight" or "you need to cover up" when I'm not even showing anything besides my stomach. But like they don't even realize how bad it affects me or how it makes me feel. I literally hate the way I look; I can't leave the house without a jacket and I'm constantly sucking in my stomach to look skinny. I just wish I could love myself and be happy with the way I look.

#bodyimage   #selfhate