Assholes Confessions

My ‘friend’ and I have known each other since first grade. Every time she is in doubt or bored she comes to me. I feel like her court jester or her shrink. She knows I’d never say anything about it or her to anyone. I’d never breach her trust. I hate her sometimes because she knows that.
I don’t want to be used but I don’t want to lose my only friend either.
I am in the process of making new friends but I feel used, abused and most importantly betrayed. I don’t know what should I do about the matter.
She now has a boy in her life. I hate him cause he is trying to distance us future but I like that he maybe the one to give me a clean break.
No I am not sexually attracted to him, I think he is vile, manipulative and disturbing, but most importantly he reminds me of my mother. A sociopath.

Should I leave or should I stay?

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